NP: You Still Have My Heart

Day by day

I’m learning to live on my own once again

One by one

Trying to find reasons why this had to end

‘Cause despite the hurt I miss you so

Oh despite the hurt I miss you so

‘Cause you still have my heart

You know I won’t really deny it

You still have my heart

but the time has come for me

I’m taking it back

Oh this time I’m taking it back

Woh oh oh oh yeah yeah

I know you’ll find someone else

Or end up with the same girl you left before in the first place

And I’ll be singing this song

Til’ someone comes along to save me from my misery

But despite the hurt I miss you so

Oh despite the hurt I miss you so


‘Cause you still have my heart

You know I won’t really deny it

You still have my heart

but the time has come for me

I’m taking it back

Oh this time I’m taking it back where it belongs

Re-arrange the wrongs

And try to start over again

You still have my heart

You know I won’t really deny it

You still have my heart

But the time has come for me

I’m taking it…

You still have my heart

You know I won’t deny it

You still have my heart

But the time has come for me

I’m taking it back

Oh the time has come for me

I’m taking it back

Oh this time…

I’m taking it back

Woh oh oh yeah

<3 <3 <3

NP: I Never Told You by Colbie Caillat

Watch the video I created... For someone that was so special to me.
Just click the link below:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HDcoy0x51n0&feature=channel

THANK YOU!





I miss those blue eyes
How you kissed me at night
I miss the way we see
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything
About you
I can't believe I still want you
After all the things we've
Been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to when I'm not
Around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything
About you
I can't believe I still want
You
After all the things we've
Been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything
About you
(still you're gone)
Can't believe that I still want
You
After all the things we've
Been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

NP: An Updated Version of Me

I know I can be so awkward at times
I can be insecure
You can call me naive, you can say I'm a child
You can say I'm so immature
For me to say that I love you now
But you'll see I will prove somehow
I can be so much more

Someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
An udpated version of me

And there would be no reasons then
To tell me that I'm just a friend
I'll be a much better person, you'll see
An updated version of me

Maybe I should grow a much nicer nose
A much prettier set of eyes
Maybe I should wear more colorful clothes
If it'd help you to realize
I've never been this in love before
Never wanted to change at all
Now I'm willing to try...

Someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
An updated version of me
And there would be no reasons then
To tell me that I'm just a friend
I'll be a much better person, you'll see
An updated version of me...

Maybe then you'd realize
Or maybe you won't
If and when that happens
I'd still be the lucky one...

'Coz someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
And updated version of me
And someday you would realize
You've made awful compromise
And you'd wished that you had wath you missed
'Coz you'd miss a much better person
An updated version of me
You will see...

I'm not in a hurry of loving again...

I'm not in a hurry of loving again...
But I wonder how does it feel to be loved by someone who feels the same way as I do.

I'm not in a hurry of loving again...
But sometimes it's good to wake up knowing that someone I love is just right beside me.

I'm not in a hurry of loving again...
But I wonder what's the feeling of my hand being held by that special one, and not letting go of me.

I'm not in a hurry of loving again...
But sometimes it feels good when that special one is always checking up on me, letting me feel that he truly cares.

I'm not in a hurry of loving again...
But I wonder how does it feel to be someone's inspiration.

I'm not in a hurry of loving again...
But sometimes it feels good when someone is willing to protect and keep me away from any harm and danger

I'm not in a hurry of loving again...
But I wonder how does it feel when that special one will stand by me when the world walks out on me.

I'm not in a hurry of loving again...
But sometimes it feels good when I'm being chosen among other important things.

I'm not in a hurry of loving again...
But I wonder how does it feel when that special one tells me that "you are my life, the reason of my existence".

I'm not in a hurry of loving again...
But, I am thirsty of being loved by someone who will never gonna make me feel the pain I had in my past.

Cuatro el mes

Now, I know the reason why I felt sad today :'(
Reminscing again that single DAY was a blast!
So many memories, pain and heartache that lead me to these thoughts...

I often wonder why we go through so much heartache from one person, from the person that you have loved. I've always asked myself "why do they take our hearts and break them just as soon as we've learned to live without them? " It is hard and it hurts like hell and it is not fair... but I guess that's life. The worst part of it is, you never really heal. You just learn to accept it, brush it aside, and move on. That is the harsh reality. They say, we get stronger with every heartbreak... either that or we just become numb to the point where we don't care, but we pick our selves up off the floor and move on.

In love, sometimes, we learn how to gamble, we take risks. A choice of happiness and loneliness. And sometimes it's a matter of life and death.


I wish every person who's in this kind of situation will get well including me, for it is a hard one to be in.
I still can't believe how that one single day changed and ruined everything. sucks :/