Now Playing: Have You Ever Needed Someone So Bad?

Here I am, I'm in the wrong bed again
It's a game I just can't win
There you are, breathing soft on my skin, yeah
Still you won't let me in, so come on

Why save your kisses for a rainy day
Baby let the moment take your heart away

Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad
And you're the girl I gotta have, I gotta have you baby, yeah

There you go, midnight promises again, yeah
But they're broken by the dawn
You wanna go further, faster every day, baby
But in the morning you'll be gone, and I'm alone

Why save your kisses for a rainy day
Baby let the moment take your heart away

Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad

Every dream I dream
Is some kinda rash 'n' reckless scene
To give such crazy love
You must be some kinda drug
And if my time don't ever come
For me you're still the one
Damned if I don't, damned if I do
I gotta get a fix on you

Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad, so bad

Have you ever needed someone - have you ever wanted someone, yeah
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad
And you're the girl I gotta have, I gotta have you baby, yeah

It's a game I just can't win, oh

Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone
Have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard, yeah

Vulnerable

It’s been two months now and it’s still hurting me.
What have I done to deserve this?
Is this according to your plan?
You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool?
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough to make you stay
I'm screwing up every little good thing I ever tried to do. I think was born to lose.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I don't know what I want to see.
My world used to be worth living for, and now it's hard enough just to be me.
It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces.
What can I do? I have gone with the flow.
I was too dependent upon your presence.
And now I’m crippled by your loss.
I could go on with my day and act like everything is okay. But as my life goes on it hurts more in every way.
I’m tired of trying. I’m tired of crying. I know I have been smiling but inside I’m dying.
What can I do? I’m vulnerable.




April11'10

S.H.O.U.T

april2'10

alone in the bench . . .

april2'10

~hugs~

Unforgettable..

I have spent so long pretending,
to keep my heart from bleeding.
But the pain remains,
every time someone mentions your name.

Tell me how to forget the memories I had with you.
Tell me how to run away from you.
Tell me how to accept everything.
Tell me how to go on with my life if you're missing.

I have loved you with all my heart.
I gave my best and played my part.
Is there something wrong in what I have done?
the reason why you are gone.

I have never imagined this would come to an end.
Is there anything that will mend
this broken heart of mine?
Or it will just get better in time?

I don't even know myself anymore.
And I think my life's not worth living for.
I feel miserable,
only for one reason, because you're so unforgettable






MAY5th'09