Strong...

I have been fooling myself for a very very long time
Still, I don't know why every time someone talks about you, I feel uneasy.
Maybe because I still have feelings left for you
Oh yes! I still love you in spite of what had happened in the past.
These random thoughts about you make me feel sad.
Have I ever crossed your mind or do you still choose leaving me behind?
Here I am still, in my make believe world
I want to escape but I don't know how to help myself.
I'm used to facing all my fears, with you by my side
But now, I am trying to live alone without you in my life
This is the toughest challenge I really have to face on my own
To pretend and tell people "I am okay" with a smile and not with a frown
I'd guess I have to deal with it for a long time
so they will think that I am strong even if I am not.







created: july 11, 2010