what happens next?

When you said that you'll stay away from me. It had my heart broken. How easy for you to say that. I am starting to believe people that You've really used it as a ticket to escape from the situation. I didn't expect that you would do that. I thought you were different. I've respected your decision. You know that I tried to win you back but you never gave me a chance. I did ask for an explanation. I asked for time to talk about it and asked that you tell it straight to my face. But you never gave me a chance. My heart died and I almost died. Now, you're back. I'm still in pain. Do you think it's easy for me to move on. I am not like you. It's a long process. It's not that im not helping myself but this is worst than what happened to me years ago. We were almost there but you left me. I still don't know what to do, where to start. The love for you is still there. I miss you. Despite what had happened my heart is still not giving up. it's still aiming for a second chance. But I don't know how to start and what will happen next.